I realised somethings as I went on with me week,
The First Revelation, I came to realise, I am alone, but at the same time not so alone as I believe. I have may great friends, I have a great family. But the idea of a relationship is ever fleeting, there fore I'm doing myself a favour and everyone else a favour and am giving up relationships as a whole. It only puts unnecessary stress to my mind. I'm just going to stick to being single, and am not going to ask for anything. All I want is friends. That is all. There fore, If I said anything about having feelings for any one that is on this, and everywhere else, just forget I ever did, because they do not exist any longer.
Second Revelation, I'm just flat out annoying and awkward, this is because of the social problems that I have. There fore, I am taking measures to just give these up, I need to fix them, for they hinder my ability to make friends at all. There fore, I'm just going to stop trying and focus on just talking to people slowly, and not spilling out words like spilling a paint can. I need to pick and choose my words carefully, and think through everything I'm going to say.
The Third Revelation: I'm Bi-polar as hell. I am who I am, I cannot change that. It is something thats hard to control. If you have anything bad to say about it. Thats all fine and good. However, all I have to say to you is, have a good life, cause in the end, I know I am a good person, and your just a dick.
Thats is all.